Happy Birthday to you.

I knew this friend about a year ago. And it's his special day today. I'd like to sing him a virtual song.

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Ale,
Happy Birthday to you...

So how was your celebration?? xx

情人节，你快乐吗?

难忘的情人节，相信你有过。而我，一直以来都是在忙碌中度过的。要说难忘，还真不知有没有呢！听人家说，不一定要在情人节才祝情人快乐，哪一天都可以是情人节。听起来好像很罗曼蒂克，又好像不然。矛盾的人生~~~

请别怪我，当我说在恋爱中的情侣是最‘瞎’的。因为他们所看到的人、事、物都变得有色，往往害了他们。人类到底明白什么是爱吗？当你以为是真爱 (true love) 的时候，往往是糊涂的爱 (infatuation)；当然，也有相对的时候。也许你会说人不该那么悲观，应该积极一点。我只能说：我们积极，只能在自己的事上，我们盼望，只能在创造主上。

人，是不可靠的，至少不是永久性的那种。这一分钟说海誓山盟，海枯石烂容易；下一秒钟，就来个翻脸不认人。唉呀，我说现今这个时代，甭争，男人，女人，都一样。

新年快乐！

恭喜发财！！！你发了多少财了呢？别忘了那些需要救助的朋友哦！呵呵～相信现在诗巫屋里屋外都是充满着新年气息的味道，好怀念爸爸的团圆饭，和妈妈的饭后甜品。虽然身在异乡，但我也买了好多新衣来鼓励自己；虽然没有机会去拜年，但仍然买了一些年货来安慰我孤单的心灵，哈哈！好像老友说过的一句话－过年只有和家人一起过才有意义，此刻真的深深体会这句话。说真的，没跟爸妈庆祝新年已经不是第一次了，不知道为何这次特想念家的。爸，妈，此刻的你们还记得远在他乡的我吗？呜呜～～学校快放ｈａｌｆ－ｔｅｒｍ了，希望会有一个意想不到的假期！

二零零八农历新年

突然间，想家了。想爸爸，想妈妈，想诗巫．．．．．．我想应该是每逢佳节倍思亲的缘故吧？一切都了了无期，不知道该怎么做才好。上帝啊，我需要你，请你帮帮我。

不一样的面具

试问谁没有一个属于自己的假面具呢？分别只在于在不同时间、不同场合佩戴。我们人不是神，无可否认是很表面的，通常能看到的只是鸡皮蒜毛，无论对与否，往往就因此下了无数个定论。最近看的一部戏A-计划很能表达出我心里对面具的感受。贺家长子安邦就是一个典型的例子。所有人都以为他是个正人君子，殊不知他竟是一个弑父和夺弟所爱的社会败类。也许，他真的爱高曼妮，但我始终觉得这种爱不择手段，更称不上是真爱，我是能说是出于占有欲和不服输的心态。我恨贺安邦的为人，因为这种人不是被捏造出来，而是实实在在存在的。尽管如此，我还是很喜欢饰演这个角色的吴庆哲，非常阳光和有实力派的近代演员。

想过的生活有很多种-无论是安逸的、刺激的、还是混沌的。。。而我想过的，是一个能活出自己的生活，能不需戴上任何假面具的生活。你呢？

什么时候。。。

又是到了想要散散心的时候。但是不知道该去哪儿？唉！好怀念无忧无虑的日子-想去那里，就去哪里；想做什么，只要不伤害他人，就去做。但，这种生活似乎已经离我好远了。我还能够怎么样呢？只有好好地生活下去，不对不起自己就得了。

朋友，谢谢你们的话，我会记在心里的。

Forgive, and forget.

Dear Father,
Help me.
I can't forgive,
Neither can I forget.
What should I do
To be more like Jesus?
...

A.S.C.-A Second Chance

Everyone has different views on "second chance". What's yours?

Seafood, my love.

I had lots and lots of food (including seafood) when I spent my Christmas and New Year in London, with my best friends - RC. Mind you, it's not Roman Catholic, they are Rose and Chloe. I know I can count on them to have good times. I miss holidays, and I'm looking forward to my next break, which is five weeks away. Though, this time, I don't think I'll be celebrating CNY in London *sob sob* as I'm working that week.

Rose's specialties.
See, Chloe cannot bear any second longer not drinking the soup!!
The hand, the hand!

At Cape Town Japanese Restaurant.
Very, very nice (the food AND the ladies, of course)
And it wasn't that pricey, too.

After 10 days of laid-back life, I'm back to the normal routine - live alone, eat alone, s*** alone, play alone. I must say, I have my ways of making myself happy. Just check what I had for my Saturday lunch.

Seafood entree to start with - king prawns and shellfish.

Salmon sashimi, my utmost favourite.
(Not professionally sliced, hehe..)

And it'll only be perfect with a glass of wine.
(Ignore the wire please, -_-|||)

That's the romantic Saturday lunch between me and myself. No guests invited.

Goodbye 2007. Welcome 2008.

It's unbelievable how fast 2007 has passed. Everything that happened in 2007 should remain in 2007. I should forward my vision in 2008 and work even harder in achieving my dreams. Disasters should make one stronger and wiser. I hope that's where I'm heading towards. Strength and wisdom.